Absenteeism

last week i didn't come to class twice. purposely. i am having problems whether coming or not to this class. say i'm lazy and all. whatever. you can have ur own opinion. word is cheap. i'm not here to please anyone. the approach asking students here and there, some come out with an answer and some don't. then the answer can either be rubbish or not good enough. and again, it is ok to be wrong now. i guess almost everybody including me in the class is lazy because not having enough time to pre read the notes before class. thats why lah cannot ask question or participate everytime lecturer ask us to do so. kan? tapi subject lain pon, tak baca notes sebelum kelas.. kes pemalas jugak ke nih?

now every group has to come out with SRS for the portal. jangankan SRS, portal ngan blog pun still ade yang confuse lagi kut. tell you the truth, i think the idea of having us to develop a portal for this subject can be very catastrophic. ah, why la everybody doesnt want midterm and quizzes. at least, kalau tak score subject nih pun, salah sendiri sebab tak study. tapi kalau ade group project, anybody can be a liability. tak pasal kawan lain menanggung, sekian terima kasih la kan. god forbid.

previous class, i remember quite clearly the lecturer talk about someone taking mc because of stress. kesian. good stress or bad stress tu? good stress makes you stronger. bad stress kalu... cepat-cepat la jumpa doktor pakar. prolonged stress can lead to something else such as depressive illness. tapi jangan cepat melatah. depressive illness musti secara serentak mengalami lima atau lebih daripada simptom berikut :-

1. kehilangan minat terhadap aktiviti yang dinikmati seperti hobi
2. mengalami kesedihan atau keresahan yang luar biasa
3. kemerosotan daya penumpuan
4. perubahan selera makan
5. rasa bersalah atau tidak berguna
6. berasa teramat letih
7. sukar untuk tidur, bangun terlalu awal atau terlalu lambat
8. gelisah atau pergerakan menjadi lambat dengan ketara
9. berfikirkan tentang keinginan membunuh diri atau mati

dan.. banyak lagi lah.. kesimpulannya, pergi jumpe doktor.. kalau perlu amik lah ubat seperti selective serotonin dan noradrenaline reuptake inhibitors etc.

berbalik kepada cerite subjek ini, not everybody in the class want to be a software engineer. for me, i just want to finish the degree and hopefully doing something else not related to IT field. tapi kalau nak dapat degree, kene la lepas dulu subject nih. kalau tak, repeat sampai lebam last sekali kene buang.

this coming monday, need to come to class.. present this blog.. and in the same week, come out with SRS.. later on.. design the portal.. upload it.. not that simple lah.. database don't know how... hosting don't know where.. meeting don't have.. everybody busy, uniten cup lah, midterm lah, quiz lah... kucing beranak lah.. malas lah(sebab nak balas dendam, meeting sebelum ni dia je datang.. jadinya orang lain ni sume pemalas)..

jadi geng² sume, bile kite nak meeting dan sume orang boleh datang.. to make things work, we need to talk and deliver.. we all are lazy, aren't we?